Yin & Yang

Well its the New Year, New resolutions and a new persepective on things…..I am 21 this year to begin with and yea, either way I have to change a certain childish part of me bcos i wud be abnormal as an adult to begin acting in a childish manner. Okie, in hindsight, rewinding back to the few days before new year back to the xmas eve last year….I got a new handphone yay!!!! Not the model tht i wanted bu defnitely wht i needed…i have my parents to thank for tht. It was a sleek BlackBerry Curve SMartphone. Pretty cool…. my sis got a laptop which was double cool…but never ask ur parents to buy for u gadgets…trust me lolx….but of course i am thankful with wht i got….and fast forward to several hours before new year….I went to Sunway pyramid to celebrate my New Year…watched a movie….and then headed to MOS for the countdown….it was mediocre i must say…. and we partied till 3 at the morning and my car window got smashed. Yea u heard me….Fucking smashed by fucking no good drug drunkards buggers!!!! Oh yea…. well at least the got away RM10 richer lolx. Those idiots….Had some trouble explaining it to the Mom and didnt talked for the whole New  Years day. But everything is fine know and relationships mended. Oooh lala so back to the same old routine tomorrow. Tata

MY XMAS Presents

Now i am having sleepless nights having to choose handphones….so now the options are Samsung Omnia HD  and SE Satio…..omg which one which one

Serendipity

Now, you guys must have thought that I must have accidentally bump into something good today judgin from my post title….it is all but true. In fact it was the total opposite. I was shopping for xmas presents today in Sunway Pyramid and I bumped into an ex-classmate of mine during secondary high school. Well u guys think that it wud be pleasant and how we wud rekindle the good old past? Well think again because all i cud think off is the hatred i have for them who has made my life miserable during those years…call me a sour person I dont care. One thing I know for sure is tht I, Vincent Wong Chee Seng will one day be successful and have my vendetta fulfilled. I want all those people that has looked down at me, who has laughed at me, who has tell me everything that I am not, those who judged me by their standards and by whispers blown to them by others….I tell you this, You will pay for wht you have done….I look forward to the day. Boy how I hate those eyes…..those judging eyes. But thx, U guys has gave me more determination now more than ever…

Assignments pondering Day

Today was nothing short of the usual mundane lifestyle that I go through….it was spectacular.Hmm tht was meant to be sarcastic. Well I woke up today and decided not to go to the trainining for an upcoming project that I wud be working on again as a promoter. A nescafe project of some sort…a new product line if i am not mistaken. Hmm, spent the whole day watching TV and doing a little research on the Law Assignments that are due next year january. Hmmm, i find my life pretty pathetic in the sense that all tht i ever do is study and the problem is, I think i overdid it…and maybe lose a tad of interest in it.  Well i think i wud be going to JB for Xmas…and the only thing i look forward for xmas is the Pressie’s errrr presents?  I am hoping that I wud get a new HandPhone because mine totally sux. Haha now i sound like a dumb bimbo. I wan a samsung jet. So I asked my parents to contribute perhaps 1/3 of the handphone price. I thought its a good deal for them since this would be my bday and xmas presents all packed into one. But i do have second thoughts about buying it since buying a handphone does not give a ROI (Return on INvestment) and it is a fad…it comes and go. Hmm or maybe i am just doing wht regular teenager would normally do? But i dont think i am a teenager anymore. SO we shall see, maybe i will take the money to buy myself some Shares or better yet, Gold. I would slowly blog more on the economy and the market in the upcoming blog. So I;ll seee myself again tomorrow….tata

The ComeBack Kid

I have realised tht after a while of not writing and not utilizing the brains creativity in the art of writting, u tend to rot a little and ur flow of thoughts dwindle…..so I have decided to write on a consistent basis so tht i wud not be a nincompoop. Now I have just finished my CFP exam last week and it was a huge relief. It feels like a huge boulder out of my shoulder but apart from tht i still have my law assignments to complete and its due next year, so I think I suc take it easy for a while….hope I wont procrastinate till the last minute though. You know, I really hope I wud pass my CFP exam…..but the funny thing is, I dont know if I cud rejoice if i passed…..i have a totally mundane feeling, a very plain feeling when I obtain good results….the feeling of euphoria was just momentarily and then it just dissappears…and the plain normal feelings came back….like it was nothing to be proud of. I wonder wht does this feeling is trying to tell me. Like now, i am supposed to feel glad that exam are just over and I just had a fight with my close fren…so thumbs up for me. Hah, how the joy was short-lived. Screw life sometimes….screw fakers……screw the over-achievers….screw everything. At the end, i sometimes felt that i have lived long enough and just dont feel like wanting to know anything about worldly matters. But, this just crossed my mind…about wht a fren told me….about how we should not be too close to someone because in the end we will just be hurt. I know most of you would say that is it part of life but I think once bitten, twice shy….we have learnt our lesson and why waste time finding for new frens and being hurt again and again? I mean u found a fren, and gotten hurt and end of lesson!!! Why find more frens and end up getting hurt more? Humans cant life without frens? Is tht just  an excuse we are giving ourselves? I think it is just us being in a herd-like mentality….the society shows us tht it is the right thing to have lots of friends and it is smthg cool. I think the only thing we need is our family which provide us with shelter both physically and spiritually. Very few can find true frens, and i have been on a life-long journey in searching for one….and to no avail obviously. Imagine this, even a fren tht u knew for a few years could actually mean nothing at the end. Yes, i sound pathetic and grudgeful…but no i am not….i am just pondering on the vissicitudes of life and how fragile things can be. Ah now tht does feel much better isnt it?

The world economy at large

Well, rather than debating why this happens and why tht happens, lets just deal with the fact tht we cant control anything anymore, we cant speculate or chart the market trend or have a sure win formula tht gives us our passport to financial freedom….we are at the mercy of a group of bastards tht control everything in the fingertips, so why waste time trying to give different ideas on the recession or wht not. Look at who controls the economy people, it is the fuckers from wall street, those son of a bitch bankers from Goldman Sachs that made the Obama rescue the economy team and wht do u expect? So we are all fools being fed with crap. The only way out of this if everyone is the world from the main street knew of this fact and burn all those fuckers on a stake like how they did it to the witches in the olden days or  appocalypse and we restart everything again although  there is a remote chance tht the same shit will happen again because humans are fueled with insatiable greed. So in my opinion, since this world is so fucked up, why not join those stinking rich bankers and lead a pretentious comfortable life? Life is too short anyways and we are all going to hell rite?

An eruption of feelings

I’ve been running away from it, the  expression of feelings, the flow of thoughts, and how disruptive it has been to the life i should have lead, i thought this is the life i wanted, maybe i am wrong. Too be strong, i realised tht one must dwelve right into ones emotions and feeling and get to know oneself,,,, tht is enlightenment and nothing else really matters bcos the sky is the limit, everything else can be conquered but sometimes one forgets tht the only mountain to conquer around is you. Who are you? A simple, yet very profound question that sometimes a person never really did get to answer…and tht is wht we call a pitiful life. Are we working hard enuf, are we overworked, over exert ourselves? This mixed concoction of feelings is killing me… tht makes us human i think….but i dont want to be just normal human, to be caught in an endless spiral…..i need smthg different

The Future is Wild

Sometimes i wonder…. wonder on the predicament of our human’s journey, born and die, a fix path tht all must follow, but everyone perceive life differently, see it as optimistic or the other way round. But deep inside we’re just lying to ourselves, it serves no purpose. We leave behind a legacy, but even legacy doesnt last…nthg lasts forever. Our live are not ours to chose, it is just affected by random events….luck? Nobody knows… to make the long story short, it is they who chose us not the other way round. Life is a struggle, we all find the road to perdition, seeking it… but maybe there was no perdition after all. Sometimes u fell so infuriated with life, sometimes u feel so blessed, what are we clinging to exactly? Its all just a dream…wake up…..i want the truth right now!!!!

An indescribable feeling

So what is it about this feeling? Is it love at first sight or just a fling? At one time u feel attached to her and at another time u feel that u shudnt get in close proximity to her. She’s got a bf of 5 years and tht definitely means a whole lot to her. So wht if u just knew her for 2 days and the chemistry btwn us was amazing…bliss. She shares ur passion and she understands u…. is tht comparable to her loyalty and a sense of responsibility to her bf? About her bf, i wudnt know if he is real or just fiction. Maybe she is just not tht into you after all. Time to grow up to be a men and do wht men does and stop acting like a boy. I fell in love too many times and fall victim to it. Am i just tht naive and gullible or perhaps desperate? I’m feeling so vulnerable right now….

Economy and how dire it is?

    So up till the present time, we have witness several suicide cases by the elites and billionaires of society caused by the recession which became so mush worse in the past few months although we all know that it has happen at the end of 2007, but none envisage the situation to be much dire than it is. In Malaysia, CNY is around the corner and the Bursa did showed a positive outlook at the beginning of the year together with the RM70 Billion economic stimulus plan introduced by the government but the rally was shortlived and Malaysia together with the neighboring countries like Singapore, HK, Japan has slipped into recession. Singapore has also further reduced their GDP forecast recently. British Pound is tumbling down and it only seems to be getting worse and maybe joining the Euro would sound like a good idea at all, ego has to be set aside. The Yen and USD has been pretty strong lately and this is likely linked to everyone taking out their investment and putting it into safer investment like Treasuries Bond and the such. Is the economy going to recover in 2009? Nobody knows the answer and hopefully with the inauguration of Barack Obama just a few days ago, it would bring forward the much expected recovery and growth to the nation and eventually other part of the countries will follow suit. If people think China is going to be the one that saves the world, think again. Yes, China is pretty much self sufficient, but their export and import has suffered a bad hit and their largest customer is the US. So if  US is in a trouble, wouldn’t u think China would get in one too not to mention the fact that their largest reserves is in USD. China will one day be the leading power, but not now. Factories are being closed there and millions are jobless with millions more soon to be graduate to suffer the same fate. There would be unrest among the people and riots could happen. Why i say this is because their social system is not fully established yet. In many developed countries, if one i jobless, the government will take care of the people by giving social aid, medic care and the such, but China doesnt have all those yet and that will pose a big problem. Yes, there is some controvery regarding the Gaza War and how US is linked to the funding of Israel’s pursuit of annihilating the city which caused innocent civiliants their life, but no one is perfect and although this sounds selfish and heartless, we have bigger problems at hand and everyone should focus on working together to build bridges, not walls. Boycotting US products would not do any help to the global economy and it sounds very foolish to do so. Just admit it, US products is embedded in our life and we cant survive without it. Hell i wouldnt be typing all this if it wasnt because of US products. The people are just focusing on the wrong aspect of things to bring forward changes. Anyway, i will update as soon as i am back from JB.