Anticipation

Counting down the days towards the unveiling result of my 3months hardwork has sure made me thinking alot about the priorities in my life. Just like how one will ponder about their life achievements and whether they have done it wrong or correctly. But come to think about it, what is wrong and correct. We create our own hell and heaven, and demon crawls out from the hell you created to reclaim back their dues. It took me long enough to pen down my thought. How strange the feeling of a deterioration in one’s wisdom and intellect. Perhaps it is a result of me not writting for a long long time. Getting rusty on my flow of thoughts. It does feel horrible. Makes you feel dumb…Insipid to others. But besides this invisible force restraining me from expanding my horizon….it feels that I am writting gibberishly. I am not even comprehending this essay. I just felt like writting, no particular motive, no theme, no purpose. Nothing seems to compel me anymore. The more you know, the less of a person you become. Everything is just a strange illusion.

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